and i really smell bad,
but i come to you for a hug-
will you still hug me?
if It haunts me so much
that the only way to stop It
is to hurt myself so bad that i bleed-
will you take care of me?
if i fall so low and crash so hard
that i can't be allowed to stay home,
and my doctor locks me away in the psych ward-
will you come visit me?
if i call you crying for the millionth time
about the same thing, again,
and i won't listen to what you're saying-
will you still listen to me?
if i stop hating only him,
and what he did and caused within me,
and start hating you and all those around me-
will you still love me?
if i lose all hope that i can ever change
all faith that things can ever improve,
and this last tiny spark within me dies-
will you still believe in me?