go away

feet in a pretzel
i sit on my heel
trying to get rid of
the pain i feel

i open my mouth
the order i say
telling the pain
"Go Away!"

why should it listen
to little old me?
just cuz this
is my body?

my hand grips the mattress
i try hard to breathe
but the pain just goes further,
deeper underneath.

Go Away Pain!
Get Out Of Here!
why don't you **** off?
Just disappear!

i can't any longer
it's getting too hard
the pain in my body
my mind, and my heart

enough with you!
good riddance! goodbye!
(why doesn't this work
however hard i try?)