Wednesday, May 20, 2009

why am i...do i...?

why am i
so triggered
so messed up
so hurt?

why do i
feel touch that's not there
feel like hurting myself
feel so dirty?

oh right.
i'm a survivor.

3 comments:

  1. "im sorry" sounds really lame, and im not so sure you'd want a hug right now (maybe a virtual's one not too bad) .....

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  2. Right my dear...
    Notice that you said "SURVIVOR"...
    Good for you!!!!!!!!!!!

    The feelings are freaky... I know...
    Stay strong...

    Tova

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  3. thanks TRM.

    tova-i noticed too. i'm proud of myself!

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