Sleepy body vs Me

Sleep eludes
As my body tries to prove
A point
That I'm not getting
So it tries again
And again
Squeezing
Harder and harder
More and more often

Clonopin and ambien
Wont help enough
When my body is pushing it
Away
Against my will

Walking Backward

Ever feel
Like you're walking backward
Against your will?

Like your body
Your legs
Just go
In the direction they want
Even though you know it's the wrong way?

That's what's happening now.

I wish my body
And my mind
Would be in sync
With each other.