weddings II

little sheep is happy,
little sheep is glad.
little sheep never
ever feels sad.
little sheep goes to a
wedding with a smile,
little sheep will wear it
all the while.
everyone knows that
the smile is fake,
but little sheep does
whatever it takes!

showers V

last night,
i had a miracle
happen to me.

last night,
i took a shower
without It, you see.

last night,
i didn't hurt,
i was there all the way.

last night,
i took a shower,
and survived anyway!

yell, please

i need someone to yell at me, tell me i am bad,
i need someone upset at me, someone to be mad.
if you won't be mad at me, please ignore my call,
if no one will be mad at me, i'll stick with my four walls.
i don't mean to be hurting you, that's not what i intend,
just need someone, really, please, an angry hand to lend.

holding on

holding on a little longer
can only make me a little stronger
so why do i feel it's not worth the fight
to keep holding on with all my might?

holding on a little longer
can only make me a little stronger
but i don't know how much longer i can last
i need ideas to hold on fast...

It VIII

feels like he's here now
and his hands so rough
are hurting me immensely
with his unwanted touch
his hands that go everywhere
whethere i like it or not
and won't go away even if
i use all the strength i've got