i decided today, that my post don't call the psychiatrist yet is all fluff and no action, and that i need to actually do something about it. (see rebbetzen? i do sometimes act like i wanna get better...) this is an attempt to fulfill the line
"today, i want to kill the pessimist inside of me,
instead, i want to replace it with the optomist i can be."
well, here goes:
~had shef over for shabbos! thanks shef!
~walked to a friend shabbos afternoon, and had a great time (mostly)! thanks friend!
~had a short four hour job on wednesday, that went really well.
~visited a friend at work wednesday afternoon. thanks other friend!
~slept in the car on the way to therapy and read a book til i was nauseas on the way back, and thus avoided any undesirable sightings.
~had another short job today, and didn't freak out on the way home when it was just me and the bus driver left on the bus!
~managed to get in two showers this week! (we won't mention how the showers went. just that they happened, and i haven' t gotten more than one shower in a week in a long time)
stay tuned for part two, next friday! (and if i forget, i really do deserve a yelling.)