It II

It's here again.
It's going to get me.
It won't listen
when i tell Itto
go away.
don't touch me.
please.
i don't understand
how It gets in.
i'm a 12 hour drive
away from him.
if we are so
far apart
how can It come
and touch me
again?
i don't know...will i
be able to overcome
my fear that
It will overtake me?
will i be able to
change
all teh way
even though
It
is her?
even though It
is coming into my bed?
will i be able to
let the meds
take over
my body and
make me fall asleep?
or will i
just sit here
in my clothing
and stay awake
fight the meds
because i can't
fight It
and i need to
be able to
control
something?
anything?

It's here again...