why can't i?

want to cry, cry, cry
though my eyes are dry
let my soul fly high
as the night goes by
how do i try and try
to keep in my sobbing and sighs
to keep on living a life as a lie
and not really reaching my emotional high
when i'd really love to shy
away from the questions of people who pry
and continuously ask me why
and where, what, who, when, by,
about anything and everything as the days inch by
so tell me my friends-
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____________why can't i cry?