SI

need help
can't get
don't even know
why upset
haven't got
any tears
haven't had
for many years

does anyone hear
my silent cries?
does anyone see
the pain in my eyes?
tiny, flying
loose little hairs?
big red bite marks
here and there?
brown scratches?
lumpy sores?
all from urges
i can't ignore?
and the other injuries
that continue to grow
even if they don't
physically show
cuz not every type of SI
is visible to
the human eye?

does anyone hear
my silent cries?
does anyone see
the pain in my eyes?