will you?

if i haven't showered in a long time

and i really smell bad,

but i come to you for a hug-

will you still hug me?

if It haunts me so much

that the only way to stop It

is to hurt myself so bad that i bleed-

will you take care of me?

if i fall so low and crash so hard

that i can't be allowed to stay home,

and my doctor locks me away in the psych ward-

will you come visit me?

if i call you crying for the millionth time

about the same thing, again,

and i won't listen to what you're saying-

will you still listen to me?

if i stop hating only him,

and what he did and caused within me,

and start hating you and all those around me-

will you still love me?

if i lose all hope that i can ever change

all faith that things can ever improve,

and this last tiny spark within me dies-

will you still believe in me?

will you?