a lot going on right now. in the past, when i had a lot going on, i would write a lot. if you look through my blog, there are some days when i was spewing out four, five poems. now, my mind is just blank. i feel like there's a lot going on. but i have nothing to say. it's like a blank wall is smack in the middle of my mind.
nothing...
nothing...
nothing...
Gosh! There must be 'a lot' going on for your mind to go so blank...
ReplyDeleteIt's that frightening, huh?
'tova'
"a lot" isn't even the word...
ReplyDeleteneither is "frightening." it's terrifying. except, i don't even know what "it" is. i have no idea what's going on anymore.
Like I've told you before, you don't have to know what 'it' is...just let yourself feel it... and stop scaring yourself...
ReplyDeleteIntellectualizing is a defense against feeling...
When you will stop being so afraid and gather the courage to feel- you will get 'CLARITY' as a reward...
Best wishes....from someone who cares...and understands...'for real!'
'tova'
~tova-stop scaring myself? hon, i don't need to scare myself! i get scared without any help!
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