let me be!

forced myself up cuz you all said i must,
it didn't help me anyhow, i feel like a piece of dust,
with all of the crashing i've been doing, my mind has turned to rust,
feel like all the work i've done flew off in the wind's gusts.

i feel a huge knife splitting my head,
all i want to do now is lie down in bed,
but i've gotta be careful how i tread,
cuz you all have other plans for me instead.

please just hug me, hold me, let me vent and weep,
until i collapse on the bed in a heap,
and hopefully fall into a semi peaceful sleep,
cuz right now i feel like a really big creep!