reality check

some people struggle spiritually

in___a___very____public__way

you see their ups, you see their downs

every______single______day

but some people's struggles

are worse than what you think

you don't know (though you may think you do)

how low their minds really sink

what's going through their heads

while that uplifting song they're playing

or repeating the "chap" of a pshat

______________they heard or their face is hidden while praying...

what are the real words

________________images

_________________ thoughts

______________________floating through my mind

__________________when you look at me and say

__________________ how i'm so spiritually inclined?

you think i'm frum,

____________you think you know me,

well here's a reality check-

______________i'm buried much deeper than you can see