visit

how can i let sleep overtake my body and spirit
when i know the room across the hall has a monster in it
the very red haired one that i once bit
who the knowledge of his presence makes me wanna vomit
does it make any sense, does it even fit
that i haven't yet reached my limit
that i don't need someone to stay outside and "doorsit"
and guard me from him every second, every minute?