i want to vomit all this stuff
remove it from my head, heart, body
i guess this is sort of a written
prayer to God, since i can't seem
to actually pray
save me. please save me. hte
pain, the images
physical sensations
just make them
go away
far, far away.
God, help me
please.
please.
please.
PLEASE!
"since i can't seem
ReplyDeleteto actually pray"
Seems like you just did . . .
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May your cry be heeded b'loroiv. Tefilla does not only take the shape of written words in your siddur, it is the cry and reaching out from within that matters the most to Him.
ReplyDeleteBelieve me, He hears every single one of your cries, and collects all your tears - no matter what language you say it in!
ReplyDeletethanks everyone...
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